The turmoil behind broken relationships...

Today when I sit back and see my life in a glimpse, what I see were a lot of people apart from my parents and close friends... people with whom I used to talk,laugh,shared a piece of my life yet they are missing in current scenario.Each relation with a person is a unique with its own depth.
                                                                  As years pass by , we grow and move apart where each one of us gets busy in achieving their goals,earning more n more money and leaving behind footprints at so many places.Lot of memories gets freezed, few erased from the frame of time.
                                                                 I lost so many friends at different levels(whatever has been the reason - transfers, different streams,etc),but I felt very bad for those who drifted apart due to stupid misunderstandings & miscommunication.
                                                              Guess many times we push it too hard to prove ourself so right that person in front never gets a chance to raise his/her voice.Human relations are so hard.No matter how good I behave, the person in front will judge me forsure as per his thinking pattern.Not to blame but all of us this tendency to mark people in different categories as per their nature,social value and few more factors.
                                                             But my question is when two people move apart whether in friendship or in relationship-- is the pain same for both of them.Why there is feeling for lull even you know the step taken is right.The turmoil doesn't ends here...its worst when you start questioning your own thoughts for the steps taken by you.You can be strong in front of whole world but what happens inside you is a storm of do`s and don`ts.You take the lesson from this breakage and again get hopeful...

Do you agree that broken relationships hurts like hell and leave a typical emptiness behind?
Why it gets so difficult to get over one person....how we get so stupid that we make one person as center of our life & then gets irritated on your dependency on them...
When one door closes then why we stop and see the closed door for a long time...It happens with all of us on some point of life..

Agree or won`t agree....
Do share your thoughts....

Would be mom......

As  a girl child, I used to fascinate about life,the beauty of its creation, the fact that one day nature will give me this amazing gift to be part of this wonderful journey where I`ll be in reality nurture a LIFE within me....

The complete path looks pretty long in the beginning.Still remember the day when I first received this news.
Me & my family were excited beyond limits but a few days later I realised that it`s not that easy.

This happiness came with a baggage attached..lot many health troubles..mood swings...sleeplessness ..irritation and much more...but every moment was precious as with each test I can witness the growth of life within me..

My first brush with the new feel ::

First trimester - One fine night when I was fast asleep, I suddenly realized that my heart was bouncing too hard.Feels like its almost into my throat and than doctor told me that it`s foetus heart beat..more than 145 BPM.


The Second tryst ::

End of Second trimester - This time it was out of the world sensation.
Suddenly in my stomach it felt like a roller coaster ride,churning and than a superb kick.
Oh my god...what a feel...words are too less to define it..

As I am entering into the last trimester of this remarkable process, the feeling of becoming a mother, the brush of motherhood is making me eager to see God`s gift in my hand.

I am thankful to God that he gave me a chance to be part of this life`s cycle...
A group of stemcells grown as a human baby....

Wohaaa.................